Elopement 2
You remember my entry in Jan that I am going to ask one of my classmates out, don't you? I received encouragement from friends regarding this. But I did not ask him out. No, not because I don't have the guts, rather the next week when I saw him , I no longer have the urge.
Yesterday, I saw him again and this time he was alone (so there were no other guys to spoil the mood for us). We engaged in a little and found out the following about him:
But i still like. I think I am pretty comfortable with him around. You know how you can engage in a conversation with someone and still not be comfortable. (Incidentally, I went out for lunch with another classmate whom smsed me early in the morning at 8am to ask me out for lunch, and I just concluded that will be the last time). Lets just call my crush Jy for easy reference.
Me and Jy talked just for a while before my class started and I had to leave him. Sob sob. Before I left, He asked where will I be tomorrow, which is today, he will be in school and will look for me to study for a test togther. WHAT!? Arghh, I think I was YES-SING like hell in my heart.
I am not sure if he will turn up, and yes I know that he wanted to study with me probably because he wanted me to help him with the revision. You know, how strange that when some one you like asked for help, and you just make sure that you can somehow help. So i pray that I am able to do all the sums ,yah to do well for the test but the most importantly to help him in his revision. Despite telling myself that I am not going to be the one to ask him out anymore, I made sure that I am appealing to him.
I am wearing a blue polo T with denim skirt. Simply because he is always wearing either blue or white Nike t-shirt wih his levi.
I brought along my Puma sport jacket. Simply because he has one too.
Wah, me casual and sporty! How ironical.
Yes, while I am now already in campus, he is not, I am already planning for our elopement to europe.
I have been planning for a job posting to europe, maybe France and also been telling myself that I should keep my love life low at the moment because I might be leaving and do not appreciate another form of distraction for my career. But here I am planning (OK JUST LET ME DREAM CAN?) that I can return to singapore twice a year and he can visit me also twice a year, that makes separation like only 3 months. So every 3 months we have 2 weeks together. Sound fantastic. Sound feasible. Sound Perfect.
I have got to get back to study now, so even if I don't get the guy I will get good grades, get my overseas posting, earn tons of money, indulge in lots retail therapy, look great and die alone, no at least I got my kids with me.
French fries anyone?
Yesterday, I saw him again and this time he was alone (so there were no other guys to spoil the mood for us). We engaged in a little and found out the following about him:
- He is not married. I did not ask if he is attached cos I am afraid that it shows too much.
- He is a research engineer.
- He is 2 years older than me.
- He is switching his job in April.
- That he is just like any other guy.
But i still like. I think I am pretty comfortable with him around. You know how you can engage in a conversation with someone and still not be comfortable. (Incidentally, I went out for lunch with another classmate whom smsed me early in the morning at 8am to ask me out for lunch, and I just concluded that will be the last time). Lets just call my crush Jy for easy reference.
Me and Jy talked just for a while before my class started and I had to leave him. Sob sob. Before I left, He asked where will I be tomorrow, which is today, he will be in school and will look for me to study for a test togther. WHAT!? Arghh, I think I was YES-SING like hell in my heart.
I am not sure if he will turn up, and yes I know that he wanted to study with me probably because he wanted me to help him with the revision. You know, how strange that when some one you like asked for help, and you just make sure that you can somehow help. So i pray that I am able to do all the sums ,yah to do well for the test but the most importantly to help him in his revision. Despite telling myself that I am not going to be the one to ask him out anymore, I made sure that I am appealing to him.
I am wearing a blue polo T with denim skirt. Simply because he is always wearing either blue or white Nike t-shirt wih his levi.
I brought along my Puma sport jacket. Simply because he has one too.
Wah, me casual and sporty! How ironical.
Yes, while I am now already in campus, he is not, I am already planning for our elopement to europe.
I have been planning for a job posting to europe, maybe France and also been telling myself that I should keep my love life low at the moment because I might be leaving and do not appreciate another form of distraction for my career. But here I am planning (OK JUST LET ME DREAM CAN?) that I can return to singapore twice a year and he can visit me also twice a year, that makes separation like only 3 months. So every 3 months we have 2 weeks together. Sound fantastic. Sound feasible. Sound Perfect.
I have got to get back to study now, so even if I don't get the guy I will get good grades, get my overseas posting, earn tons of money, indulge in lots retail therapy, look great and die alone, no at least I got my kids with me.
French fries anyone?
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